I miss mom my dad my little brother my sister my neice an I miss seruh Evan more then all of them. I wish I could turn back time but we can’t. I don’t kno what to do! It’s so frustrating. All o can do it pull out my hair a grit my teeth. Oh and hope hahaha why hope? Idk it seems to get me thru everyday. I’m so sorry to thos I have hurt. I just wish I could sleep for ever or go into a closet an never come out N just not exist any more. I’m just really depressed I guess . All well fuck….
Nobodyever listens to me so I’ll just bitch an moan on here cuz at least I can bitch an let it out but it’s not like Anybody listing
Proven wrong yet again
She is alway right for somstrange reason. I thought she loved me but i was wrong….
Everyday I wish to ne hit by a buss or killed in someway. Would anybody care if I died? Probly not. This is the hardest year I have ever Ben thru. Iv lost everything I love…..
Just a lonely Friday night an nobody to talk to.
What if my dad did change? Should I let him be in my life?
Iv Ben fine without him for a long time
